Who takes the pain away?
Posted: Wed Jan 06, 2010 7:03 pm
She sat in her room , the tears still falling. It seemed her world had fallen apart. What did she do wrong? Why did it have to be so painful?
She thought back to the first time she met him, it was so wonderful that he would look at someone like her. Before an hour had passed he asked her to be his betrothed. It was like a dream. They neither of them thought anything of the speed of what was happening, only that it felt right.
The next day she had to travel many miles away but it made no diffference, they sent letters to each other. Their love was so complete. They were as soul-mates. On her return she was informed he had been killed in the north of the land and her devastation was overwhelming. She no longer wanted to live. The heart had gone out of her now her love was dead.
Then a villager came and said they had just heard he was alive but with no memory, caused by a blow to the head.
Immediately she knew she had to go to him. The neighbours rallied round and helped her to prepare for her journey.
She sent letters to him in the hope of him regaining his memory. She set out on her journey, all the while sending letters of love and encouragement. She found that the morning she arrived there he had regained nearly all his memories,but most important of all, his memories of her.But she was puzzled. In spite of saying he still loved her he seeemed different somehow,he was not as loving as before. She thought maybe it was something to do with his injuries and put it aside.
He went on ahead of her to their home town as she had taken work. She travelled the next day. He was loving but still there was that slight coolness. Nonetheless, he went ahead with the weddding arrangements and suggested that they seek another land. This she did and found Secfenia. It seemed the perfect place and she met some of the local people who were very welcoming. On her return to her home she told him what she found. He seemed very happy and they went to this new land.
Shortly after they settled he asked her to marry him whilst in the local tavern. Of course, she accepted for he was the love of her life. But shortly after he became even more cooler. She was mystified. Why? Had she done something wrong.? He did not say and she did not want to ask. She was so afraid his love for her had gone but knew not why.
Then for a time she had to be away and her life was almost gone but with help she recovered and returned. He hugged her but that was the last time. Fom then on he was very cool and her heart was breaking.. Had he found someone else?
She pondered the question and still no answers came. She had to talk to him. So, she asked him if he wanted to stop their love . He did. He blamed it on her being away. She knew there was more than that but had to accept his decision. Therefore, she went away with her life and heart in pieces. What to do now? She did not know. Everywhere she went she would meet him and it would be so hard to see him with someone else. She still loved him but she knew that if she was lucky she might be able to cover the pain by working, but it was the rest of the time she would not be able to bury the pain. It felt as if her heart and soul had been stolen from her.
She thought back to the first time she met him, it was so wonderful that he would look at someone like her. Before an hour had passed he asked her to be his betrothed. It was like a dream. They neither of them thought anything of the speed of what was happening, only that it felt right.
The next day she had to travel many miles away but it made no diffference, they sent letters to each other. Their love was so complete. They were as soul-mates. On her return she was informed he had been killed in the north of the land and her devastation was overwhelming. She no longer wanted to live. The heart had gone out of her now her love was dead.
Then a villager came and said they had just heard he was alive but with no memory, caused by a blow to the head.
Immediately she knew she had to go to him. The neighbours rallied round and helped her to prepare for her journey.
She sent letters to him in the hope of him regaining his memory. She set out on her journey, all the while sending letters of love and encouragement. She found that the morning she arrived there he had regained nearly all his memories,but most important of all, his memories of her.But she was puzzled. In spite of saying he still loved her he seeemed different somehow,he was not as loving as before. She thought maybe it was something to do with his injuries and put it aside.
He went on ahead of her to their home town as she had taken work. She travelled the next day. He was loving but still there was that slight coolness. Nonetheless, he went ahead with the weddding arrangements and suggested that they seek another land. This she did and found Secfenia. It seemed the perfect place and she met some of the local people who were very welcoming. On her return to her home she told him what she found. He seemed very happy and they went to this new land.
Shortly after they settled he asked her to marry him whilst in the local tavern. Of course, she accepted for he was the love of her life. But shortly after he became even more cooler. She was mystified. Why? Had she done something wrong.? He did not say and she did not want to ask. She was so afraid his love for her had gone but knew not why.
Then for a time she had to be away and her life was almost gone but with help she recovered and returned. He hugged her but that was the last time. Fom then on he was very cool and her heart was breaking.. Had he found someone else?
She pondered the question and still no answers came. She had to talk to him. So, she asked him if he wanted to stop their love . He did. He blamed it on her being away. She knew there was more than that but had to accept his decision. Therefore, she went away with her life and heart in pieces. What to do now? She did not know. Everywhere she went she would meet him and it would be so hard to see him with someone else. She still loved him but she knew that if she was lucky she might be able to cover the pain by working, but it was the rest of the time she would not be able to bury the pain. It felt as if her heart and soul had been stolen from her.